Nosebleed 0.o  

Posted by GeLi

Source: Hotmail.
Discretion: Just for laughs.
Sponsor: Tentay patis.

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The!

We' ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it's only now that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he came over with me. He said, "I hope you don't mine. Can I get your number?" Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn't give it back? He explained naman na it's so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, connect me if i'm wrong but are you asking me ouch? Nabigla siya. Sagot niya, "The!" Aba ! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal niya! I cried buckles of tears.

Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we'll go ouch na rin. Now, we're so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we swallowed our fried. Kasi, I'm 33 na and I'm running our time. After 2 weeks, he plopped the question. "Will you marriage me?" I'm in a state of shocked. Kasi mantakin mo, when it rains, it's four! This is true good to be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor.

Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces. Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng humirit ng, "Well, well, well. Look do we have here." What the fuss! The nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever is that, cut me some slacks! I didn't want this to get our hand kaya I had to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. Ats if! I don't want to portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the marines! I told her, "please, mine you own business!" Who would believe her anyway? Dahil it's not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin siya ng panggugulo.

Everything is coming up daisies. I'm so happy. Even my boyfriend said liketwice. He's so supportive. Sabi niya, "Look at is this way. She's our of our lives." Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

0.0 beat that senglot! beat that!!!

Stagnant.  

Posted by GeLi

If all signs could gather like this...maybe I'd be awaken.



Source: Lindt Swiss Classic Milk Chocolate for breakfast.
Inhibition: For my criticism only.
Certified by PAGASA.

The rapid change of this democratic and insensitive world didn't even try to make an impulse to my sanity. The timer stops and resets but no one's claiming it's existence as if it's just a mythical part of living. Then the wonder began...

How could someone just decide for themselves without thinking other peoples affection? How could someone let other people get away with their faults? How could someone hurt a precious heart? I did. And never will again.

Last night I dreamed about something that I never imagined I would still be dreaming of. A teddy which seems to be a present for our anniversary. A hug that felt so eternal. A kiss that felt so real. Then I realized, next month is our month. Is this a sign of guilt? Or just a typical flashback? Im confused. I think the reason why I am like this is because I haven't let go of the past. The promise that I broke, the future that we're suppose to sort. I'm sorry. I am the one to blame. I may not see you now but I will try to find you and make it up to you. At some point I'm hoping that you're alright. Might be happy with what you have now or even happy with someone else. I hope you do...I'm wishing you really do..

See you "P"

soon...

Addictive Insanity  

Posted by GeLi

A lil bit of name wrap up...


Until now I'm still wonderin how did i came up with such a blog name. Well maybe I'm really hooked up being addicted to insanity. And I've just realized that the flow of my blog is really the core of my insanity. Yeah right! Who cares?! I made this not for people to discuss with, but for me to express the "insides". The thoughts, laughs, aches,burdens, crazyness, boredom, and love. I admit this creation is full of emotions and abit of crap. Some entries that i already posted here are not mine and it's obvious if you're keen and not stupid.


It's been awhile since I started blogging and yes I kinda liked it. At least I have this when I want to explode and when I want to be alone. I don't need rubbish words to imply somethin. I just wanna be a simple story teller who sit's by the couch and look at her listener. On the worst side...if there isnt any listener, go infront of the mirror and do the solo tango.

There are lotsa things to be insane with. I've got my own and I know you have one aswell. Might be a hidden insanity or an obsessed one.

The bottom part of it is...

You play your own game then stick with your own rule. And since you're here I've got a question for you..



CAN YOU HANDLE MINE?? =)



A silent rage...  

Posted by GeLi



I wanna scream. My system's full of toxic pain. I can't do anything. I'm trapped with my own insanity. My own living nightmare. I've got to detach soon or else I'm gonna drown.

Why things should be this way? Why do I have to suffer the multiple pain?


I'm done. I'm tired. Reality is knockin at my door for quite some time now. I'm just hesitant to let it in cuz I'm afraid of what it had brought me. Unfortunately it manage to get in. Still in a state of shock, absorbing what it has brought me. Until it made me pacify the anger...

and..
made me understand that


SHIT really happens...


Live with it. Share it then bin it.


Palow d rules or else...hmmm  

Posted by GeLi

Just click the image for a larger view
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This really made me laugh! Akalain mo seryoso to ha..Mejo inulit ko ng ilang beses basahin to kaseh nalilito ako hehehe...A friend just emailed me some funny signs and this really caught my eye 0.0
Well I ain't criticizing this or anythin..I just want to share my laughs with you guys...
Nothin much to share...for now...
Tarah!

Di lahat ng Adik naka drugs 0_0  

Posted by GeLi



Dapat natutulog na ko...eh bakit ba naman bigla ka na lang sumagi sa isip ko...kahit ilang beses kitang pilit na kalimutan..ay hindi ko pa rin magawa ng lubusan.

Sino ka ba sa akala mo? Mayor ng San Pablo? Naalala ko tuloy nung birthday ko...hindi kita inimbita kasi alam kong busy ka...pero sinurpresa mo ako ng biglang dumating ka =) Aba at may dala ka pang regalo..Nakakatuwa ka ha ang sweet mo talaga...

Tapos nung isang araw..Kasama nanaman kita....mejo tahimik ka nun...ok lang masaya naman tayo diba?

Sana sa paguwi ko sa lupang hinirangan (tama ba grammar ko?) Kasama pa rin kita para
sa darating na Oktubre...


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Lalangoy tayo! Awoo Awooo!


Mahal kita...
Alak 0.0






Babala:
Kung hindi mo gets wala ko pakialam blog ko to kaya lumayas ka na lang :D Shupi! =))





People that left unseen...  

Posted by GeLi



I've got loads..

Sorry for those who are trying to reach out...trying to support..trying to show that they care..trying to tell their feelings..trying to catch my attention..trying to make me laugh...trying to make me cry...trying to tell me something or even trying to win me back.

I know I'm sometimes numb. But it doesn't mean that I don't appreciate being cared or being loved. I'm not good in showing emotions cuz I don't wanna get an impression that I'm a flirt or somethin ^^, which someone already assumed I'm one hah!

Anyway...

You can hate me for that... or not

But heres one thing I can assure...

I'm REAL



The S word  

Posted by GeLi

Single (person)

"one who is not married, or, more broadly, who is not in an exclusive romantic relationship."

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Bakit nga ba ang karamihan sa atin ang hindi mapakali kapag naririnig ang salitang yan? Yung iba dinadaan sa tawa, sa pag tahimik at ang pinakamalala ay ang pageemote. Naisip ko lang i-share kasi isa na ako jan...hehehe..At! guilty ako sa tatlong nasabi ko. Hindi ako nagmamalinis dahil minsan dumudumi rin ang inosente kong utak =) Hindi ko hinuhusgahan ang ibang mga single jan, ang sakin lang diba dapat masaya "tayo" dahil wala tayong dapat isipin kundi ang sariling kaligayahan lang natin? (ayan ang lalim na ng tagalog ko, kasalanan mo to haneh!)

Meron kasi akong isang kaibigan, sya na lang gagawin kong halimbawa. Nag kakwentuhan kasi kami isang araw. At habang naguusap kami nabanggit nya na 2 years na raw syang single. Malupit yun! hindi ko yata kakayanin yun. Mejo naawa ako sa kanya, pero mejo lang, at naisip ko maswerte pa rin ako. Ang sabi pa nya sa akin, minsan sa sobrang kadesperado/da nya eh payag na sya kahit maging kabit. Oh diba tragic nun ha! akalain mo 3some ang emote! Tapos napaisip ako. Ano kaya kung magkaganon ako? Pano kaya kung maging matagal ang pagiging single ko? Naku wag naman sana.

Para sakin, ang pagiging single eh hindi dahil nangiwan ka, iniwan, umiwas, namatayan, discreet, bakla, tomboy, butiki, baboy. Meron itong advantages and disadvantages. Meron din happy and sad moments. Pero ang pinakamahalaga, eh sa pagiging single ng isang tao ay natututo sya, nagbabago ng pananaw, nagtatanda at bumabangon (hindi po bangkay).

Hindi porke single ang isang tao ay mag-isa na sya sa mundo at pasan nya ang daigdig. May kanya kanya tayong dahilan kung bakit gusto natin lumagay sa ganitong sitwasyon. Para makapag-isip, makawala, magpakasaya, at magbigay halaga sa sarili ulit. At kung ano man po ang hindi ko nasabi, feel free to fill in the blanks =)

Kaya sa mga taong Single jan! Mabuhey tayong lahat!

That's All dot dot dot

Did you know?  

Posted by GeLi

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart,
are real weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others
are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
• I love you.
• I’m sorry.
• Help me.

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in
themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed
and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in twofolds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to
someone in the face?
But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling inlove,
becoming rich, staying healthy,if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew,
you'd be surprised by what you could do.
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Just a lil bit of refreshment...That's all =)

Street ghost from down under  

Posted by Mumu sa Kanto

bago lumapat ang mga paa kong may bahid ng banyagang lupa sa aking lupang kinagisnan, ipinakikilala ko ang sarili ko sa munting pahinang ito sa malawak na sapot ng mundo ( sa madaling salita, world wide web ) hayun ang mumu sa kanto. hindi ako totoo, isang kathang isip lamang na naglalaro sa utak ng bata, matatanda, may ngipin o wala. ika nga, even the care bears doesnt care, pero sa kadulu-duluhan ng utak mo, nanduon ako, kinatatakutan mo. bakt mo ko iniisip kapag nasa dilim ka, bakit ako sumasagi sa isip mo kapag nagiisa ka, kapag nananalamin, kapag natutulog? habang sa labas kaharap ang mundo ako'y pinagtatawanan mo? sinasabing hindi nagpapakita at pawang gawa-gawa lamang? tama. gawa-gawa ng isipan mo, kaya ako narito, dahil inisip moko




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sa madaling salita, hello ako ang mumu sa kanto nice meeting you bye!

Splakabelly...  

Posted by GeLi


Sa bawat hithit ng yosi...napapawi ang lungkot at sakit na naidulot ng kahapon...sa bawat stick na nauubos...nawawala ang mga sandaling hinahanap hanap ka ng aking mata...tama nga ang sabi nya...hindi lahat ng ngayo'y meron ka...ay magiging sayo na habang buhay. Walang permanente, walang eksakto. May nalalamangan, may nagugulangan. May umiiyak, may iniiyakan. May pinapatay, may pumapatay. May umiibig, may iniibig. Hindi kailanman nagtatagpo sa gitna ang isa sa mga yan. Ang importante..una una lang yan.

Masakit mang isipin, masama mang talikuran at mali mang iwasan, ito lang ang pinakamainam na paraan para muling salubungin ang kinabukasan...

Kung sa hinaharap ay bumalik ang nakaraan at sariwain ang pinagdaanan. Sana, may lakas pa ako para lingunin at ipagpatuloy ang nasimulan.







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.inpirasyon: blog LH.
.tumatawa: oo alam ko ikaw yun.

Short...  

Posted by GeLi



This will be much more different...

....soon