Addictive Insanity.

Paalam...

2008-08-11T04:01:00.004+01:00

Sad to say but this will be my last entry here...I decided to go on and start anew...I wont be deleting this though but i wont be posting anything here anymore...

Here's my new home for those who give a shit: http://gelibeans.wordpress.com/

until then!

additiveinsanity.com is signing off.

Killing Machines

2008-08-02T10:18:00.006+01:00

This is just a snap on the husks. My mind suddenly rotate between this nonsense corner of my room. I suddenly thought of those things that most people adore, treasure and even worst worship...And then I came up with some killing machines. Why did I call it killing machines?

That's for you to find out.

MONEY: This is the most common thing people adore. Well for practicality sake it is really important for all of us human beings. It's the primary necessity of mankind. The number one mentor. Money has all the power to manipulate everything. It's even more valuable than our so called "President". Money..money..money...Come to think of it. without this, we'll be like invalids. Then I realized, that for us to live we need money and even when we're already dead, we still need it. How ironic isn't it?

POWER/FAME: For me this is the second killing machine. Like money, it conquers all. Most people overuse this to the extent that the essence of this word doesn't exist anymore. Most are blinded by this and only a few knows how to use this wisely and "professionally".

PRIDE: A shadow of parasite. An epidemic that people couldn't resist. I was once a victim of this. As an experience, this was no good. Yes you need this sometimes but once you tasted it, you cant help but to ask for more. Some people could handle this well and some goes under with it.

Those 3 major things that most of us are worshiping. Yes it's a great feeling to have them all. I'ts just a manner of how you handle it. How you maitain its balance and how you keep your feet on the ground.

A moment to share =)

2008-08-01T18:54:00.004+01:00

...brought to you by Southern and Comfort with coke =)

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GeLi (01/08/2008 16:35:30): have you ever wonder y people come into your life?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:35:41): yes...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:35:46): you attract them

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:35:54): is that so?

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:36:25): or probs...they could just break or make you

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:36:38): hindi...

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:36:45): its just either

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:36:52): lets just say...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:36:56): that...

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:37:43): what?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:37:49): ...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:03): you attract the person that you wan't in your life

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:12): yan yung binabanggit ko sayo na book ng the secret

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:30): lahat ng bagay, tao, pangyayari na nangyayari sayo ngayon..

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:33): ay naatract mo

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:38:53): but how would you know that the people youre attracting is the the ONE that you really like?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:39:17): that depends on your perception...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:39:21): you see...

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:39:26): im not infavor of that..

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:39:42): been there experienced that

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:39:46): hindi ako naniniwala sa destiny

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:39:56): i was...but not anymore

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:11): naniniwala ako na ang lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon ay ako ang gumagawa...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:21): lahat ng meron ako ay dahil sa positive thinking

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:30): to cut the story short

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:39): positive attracts positive

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:49): negative attracts negative

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:13): halimbawa...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:18): kung gs2 mo ng lovelife...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:32): wag mo iisipin na SANA makita ko na siya

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:46): kasi yung SANA is a wishful thought

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:51): it is a delay

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:54): so dapat

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:07): isipin mo na NAKITA mo na siya...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:13): at yun ang maaatract mo...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:19): medyo magulo...

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:42:20): damn

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:25): mahirap explain

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:38): may mga post ako sa blog ko ng tungkol sa the secret

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:49): yung mga kwento ko kung pano nag work sa buhay ko yun

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:53): at paano ko naaply

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:43:31): gs2 mo mabasa?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:43:43): lam mo nung una hindi rin ako naniniwala

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:43:47): wag ngaun doble na paningin ko

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:44:07): wanna know whats amazing about our first convo?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:09): hindi ako paniwalain sa ganun...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:16): pero I've tried it and it works...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:18): positive dapat palagi...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:30): at pag may happy feeling ka...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:37): dapat I maintain mo...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:46): wag mong hayaan na masira ng maliit na bagay ang araw mo

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:45:38): then probably youre the positive one

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:02): hindi naman...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:16): ang hirap I maintain ng positive feeling sa totoo lang...

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:26): remember that day

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:35): can you still remember it?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:39): ilang taon ang ginugol ko para maging kung ano ako...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:45): which day?

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:50): dami naman

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:51): confe

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:56): yup

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:57): y?

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:58): first

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:47:10): then that same day someone confessed

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:47:32): yup

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:47:35): then you told me "di ko naman pwedeng sabihin at least you got me"

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:47:51): it really made me feel better

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:03): love kita eh

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:48:04): i dunno y

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:08): malakas ka sakin

GeLi (01/08/2008 16:48:12): but i did

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:47): you got me...

Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:48): masaya ako nakilala kita

what a teaser hah! ^^,

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You: wag kang magrereact! :p blog ko toh remember ahaha! i just find it sweet. yun lang :p

Nosebleed 0.o

2008-07-30T03:05:00.002+01:00

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Discretion: Just for laughs.
Sponsor: Tentay patis.

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The!

We' ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it's only now that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he came over with me. He said, "I hope you don't mine. Can I get your number?" Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn't give it back? He explained naman na it's so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, connect me if i'm wrong but are you asking me ouch? Nabigla siya. Sagot niya, "The!" Aba ! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal niya! I cried buckles of tears.

Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we'll go ouch na rin. Now, we're so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we swallowed our fried. Kasi, I'm 33 na and I'm running our time. After 2 weeks, he plopped the question. "Will you marriage me?" I'm in a state of shocked. Kasi mantakin mo, when it rains, it's four! This is true good to be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor.

Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces. Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng humirit ng, "Well, well, well. Look do we have here." What the fuss! The nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever is that, cut me some slacks! I didn't want this to get our hand kaya I had to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. Ats if! I don't want to portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the marines! I told her, "please, mine you own business!" Who would believe her anyway? Dahil it's not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin siya ng panggugulo.

Everything is coming up daisies. I'm so happy. Even my boyfriend said liketwice. He's so supportive. Sabi niya, "Look at is this way. She's our of our lives." Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

0.0 beat that senglot! beat that!!!

Stagnant.

2008-07-26T10:40:00.010+01:00

If all signs could gather like this...maybe I'd be awaken.

Source: Lindt Swiss Classic Milk Chocolate for breakfast.

Inhibition: For my criticism only.

Certified by PAGASA.

The rapid change of this democratic and insensitive world didn't even try to make an impulse to my sanity. The timer stops and resets but no one's claiming it's existence as if it's just a mythical part of living. Then the wonder began...

How could someone just decide for themselves without thinking other peoples affection? How could someone let other people get away with their faults? How could someone hurt a precious heart? I did. And never will again.

Last night I dreamed about something that I never imagined I would still be dreaming of. A teddy which seems to be a present for our anniversary. A hug that felt so eternal. A kiss that felt so real. Then I realized, next month is our month. Is this a sign of guilt? Or just a typical flashback? Im confused. I think the reason why I am like this is because I haven't let go of the past. The promise that I broke, the future that we're suppose to sort. I'm sorry. I am the one to blame. I may not see you now but I will try to find you and make it up to you. At some point I'm hoping that you're alright. Might be happy with what you have now or even happy with someone else. I hope you do...I'm wishing you really do..

See you "P"

soon...

Addictive Insanity

2008-07-25T12:36:00.002+01:00

A lil bit of name wrap up...

Until now I'm still wonderin how did i came up with such a blog name. Well maybe I'm really hooked up being addicted to insanity. And I've just realized that the flow of my blog is really the core of my insanity. Yeah right! Who cares?! I made this not for people to discuss with, but for me to express the "insides". The thoughts, laughs, aches,burdens, crazyness, boredom, and love. I admit this creation is full of emotions and abit of crap. Some entries that i already posted here are not mine and it's obvious if you're keen and not stupid.

It's been awhile since I started blogging and yes I kinda liked it. At least I have this when I want to explode and when I want to be alone. I don't need rubbish words to imply somethin. I just wanna be a simple story teller who sit's by the couch and look at her listener. On the worst side...if there isnt any listener, go infront of the mirror and do the solo tango.

There are lotsa things to be insane with. I've got my own and I know you have one aswell. Might be a hidden insanity or an obsessed one.

The bottom part of it is...

You play your own game then stick with your own rule. And since you're here I've got a question for you..

CAN YOU HANDLE MINE?? =)

A silent rage...

2008-07-23T09:45:00.005+01:00

I wanna scream. My system's full of toxic pain. I can't do anything. I'm trapped with my own insanity. My own living nightmare. I've got to detach soon or else I'm gonna drown.

Why things should be this way? Why do I have to suffer the multiple pain?

I'm done. I'm tired. Reality is knockin at my door for quite some time now. I'm just hesitant to let it in cuz I'm afraid of what it had brought me. Unfortunately it manage to get in. Still in a state of shock, absorbing what it has brought me. Until it made me pacify the anger...

and..
made me understand that

SHIT really happens...

Live with it. Share it then bin it.

Palow d rules or else...hmmm

2008-07-20T20:07:00.006+01:00

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This really made me laugh! Akalain mo seryoso to ha..Mejo inulit ko ng ilang beses basahin to kaseh nalilito ako hehehe...A friend just emailed me some funny signs and this really caught my eye 0.0

Well I ain't criticizing this or anythin..I just want to share my laughs with you guys...

Nothin much to share...for now...

Tarah!

Di lahat ng Adik naka drugs 0_0

2008-07-18T21:49:00.007+01:00

Dapat natutulog na ko...eh bakit ba naman bigla ka na lang sumagi sa isip ko...kahit ilang beses kitang pilit na kalimutan..ay hindi ko pa rin magawa ng lubusan.

Sino ka ba sa akala mo? Mayor ng San Pablo? Naalala ko tuloy nung birthday ko...hindi kita inimbita kasi alam kong busy ka...pero sinurpresa mo ako ng biglang dumating ka =) Aba at may dala ka pang regalo..Nakakatuwa ka ha ang sweet mo talaga...

Tapos nung isang araw..Kasama nanaman kita....mejo tahimik ka nun...ok lang masaya naman tayo diba?

Sana sa paguwi ko sa lupang hinirangan (tama ba grammar ko?) Kasama pa rin kita para
sa darating na Oktubre...

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Lalangoy tayo! Awoo Awooo!

Mahal kita...
Alak 0.0

Babala:
Kung hindi mo gets wala ko pakialam blog ko to kaya lumayas ka na lang :D Shupi! =))

People that left unseen...

2008-07-16T10:20:00.008+01:00

I've got loads..

Sorry for those who are trying to reach out...trying to support..trying to show that they care..trying to tell their feelings..trying to catch my attention..trying to make me laugh...trying to make me cry...trying to tell me something or even trying to win me back.

I know I'm sometimes numb. But it doesn't mean that I don't appreciate being cared or being loved. I'm not good in showing emotions cuz I don't wanna get an impression that I'm a flirt or somethin ^^, which someone already assumed I'm one hah!

Anyway...

You can hate me for that... or not

But heres one thing I can assure...

I'm REAL

The S word

2008-07-10T20:21:00.008+01:00

Single (person)

"one who is not married, or, more broadly, who is not in an exclusive romantic relationship."

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Bakit nga ba ang karamihan sa atin ang hindi mapakali kapag naririnig ang salitang yan? Yung iba dinadaan sa tawa, sa pag tahimik at ang pinakamalala ay ang pageemote. Naisip ko lang i-share kasi isa na ako jan...hehehe..At! guilty ako sa tatlong nasabi ko. Hindi ako nagmamalinis dahil minsan dumudumi rin ang inosente kong utak =) Hindi ko hinuhusgahan ang ibang mga single jan, ang sakin lang diba dapat masaya "tayo" dahil wala tayong dapat isipin kundi ang sariling kaligayahan lang natin? (ayan ang lalim na ng tagalog ko, kasalanan mo to haneh!)

Meron kasi akong isang kaibigan, sya na lang gagawin kong halimbawa. Nag kakwentuhan kasi kami isang araw. At habang naguusap kami nabanggit nya na 2 years na raw syang single. Malupit yun! hindi ko yata kakayanin yun. Mejo naawa ako sa kanya, pero mejo lang, at naisip ko maswerte pa rin ako. Ang sabi pa nya sa akin, minsan sa sobrang kadesperado/da nya eh payag na sya kahit maging kabit. Oh diba tragic nun ha! akalain mo 3some ang emote! Tapos napaisip ako. Ano kaya kung magkaganon ako? Pano kaya kung maging matagal ang pagiging single ko? Naku wag naman sana.

Para sakin, ang pagiging single eh hindi dahil nangiwan ka, iniwan, umiwas, namatayan, discreet, bakla, tomboy, butiki, baboy. Meron itong advantages and disadvantages. Meron din happy and sad moments. Pero ang pinakamahalaga, eh sa pagiging single ng isang tao ay natututo sya, nagbabago ng pananaw, nagtatanda at bumabangon (hindi po bangkay).

Hindi porke single ang isang tao ay mag-isa na sya sa mundo at pasan nya ang daigdig. May kanya kanya tayong dahilan kung bakit gusto natin lumagay sa ganitong sitwasyon. Para makapag-isip, makawala, magpakasaya, at magbigay halaga sa sarili ulit. At kung ano man po ang hindi ko nasabi, feel free to fill in the blanks =)

Kaya sa mga taong Single jan! Mabuhey tayong lahat!

That's All dot dot dot

Did you know?

2008-07-08T00:43:00.010+01:00

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart,

are real weak and most susceptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others

are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:

• I love you.

• I’m sorry.

• Help me.

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in

themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed

and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in twofolds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to

someone in the face?

But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling inlove,

becoming rich, staying healthy,if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew,

you'd be surprised by what you could do.

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Just a lil bit of refreshment...That's all =)

Street ghost from down under

2008-07-06T21:51:00.006+01:00

bago lumapat ang mga paa kong may bahid ng banyagang lupa sa aking lupang kinagisnan, ipinakikilala ko ang sarili ko sa munting pahinang ito sa malawak na sapot ng mundo ( sa madaling salita, world wide web ) hayun ang mumu sa kanto. hindi ako totoo, isang kathang isip lamang na naglalaro sa utak ng bata, matatanda, may ngipin o wala. ika nga, even the care bears doesnt care, pero sa kadulu-duluhan ng utak mo, nanduon ako, kinatatakutan mo. bakt mo ko iniisip kapag nasa dilim ka, bakit ako sumasagi sa isip mo kapag nagiisa ka, kapag nananalamin, kapag natutulog? habang sa labas kaharap ang mundo ako'y pinagtatawanan mo? sinasabing hindi nagpapakita at pawang gawa-gawa lamang? tama. gawa-gawa ng isipan mo, kaya ako narito, dahil inisip moko

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sa madaling salita, hello ako ang mumu sa kanto nice meeting you bye!

Splakabelly...

2008-07-02T16:58:00.005+01:00

Sa bawat hithit ng yosi...napapawi ang lungkot at sakit na naidulot ng kahapon...sa bawat stick na nauubos...nawawala ang mga sandaling hinahanap hanap ka ng aking mata...tama nga ang sabi nya...hindi lahat ng ngayo'y meron ka...ay magiging sayo na habang buhay. Walang permanente, walang eksakto. May nalalamangan, may nagugulangan. May umiiyak, may iniiyakan. May pinapatay, may pumapatay. May umiibig, may iniibig. Hindi kailanman nagtatagpo sa gitna ang isa sa mga yan. Ang importante..una una lang yan.

Masakit mang isipin, masama mang talikuran at mali mang iwasan, ito lang ang pinakamainam na paraan para muling salubungin ang kinabukasan...

Kung sa hinaharap ay bumalik ang nakaraan at sariwain ang pinagdaanan. Sana, may lakas pa ako para lingunin at ipagpatuloy ang nasimulan.

.sponsor: tagalog wikipedia ni labli
.inpirasyon: blog LH.
.tumatawa: oo alam ko ikaw yun.

Short...

2008-07-02T07:31:00.004+01:00

This will be much more different...

....soon

Road Lines...

2008-06-22T12:37:00.003+01:00

While havin a fag...I catch myself lookin at those white lines in the middle of the road, those lines that separate lanes. Then I begin to wonder what's their real purpose. Is it just a part of a road? Is it a reminder? Is it an indication that people really don't know how to follow directions? Is it a sign? Or just a plain line?

My crazy imagination suddenly raised. I have thought of it as a warning. That if you failed to stay on your designated side and cross the other, you'll either get hurt or someone will get hurt. That people tend to risk whatever circumstances it may lead them. Those people who doesn't know what "patience" really means, always lead themselves to accidents.

Then I've thought of realization. Random thoughts in connection with those imaginations. What if we won't set boundaries? Will there be chaos? What if you won't control your emotions and just let it struggle? Will you still manage? What if you find yourself on the other lane, then you just suddenly realized that it's the wrong way? Will you switch lane? Or will you still go on and enjoy the ride? It's crazy but sometimes it's too good to be true. That we enjoy breaking rules and just worry about the consequences in the end.

For me inventing those lines is a very bright idea. Common sense is unnecessary and deep thinkin is inappropriate. Just stay on your side and you'll be alright.

I missed them...

2008-06-19T08:49:00.005+01:00

Been a long time since we all gathered together...missed the laughs...missed the nonsense crack of jokes...I simply missed them...yesterday we're complete, it was fun, i had fun..we had fun...not enough thou but at least we managed.

They are my anti-stress capsule in some way..they are my friends..and will always be...

So see you next time guys =)

Huwat??!!!

2008-06-12T07:06:00.012+01:00

another victim of kristine hernandez a lesbian poser a.k.a Jonathan "nathan" Hernandez a poser since year 2002 this is her real profile : http://profiles.friendster.com/6524231 see that child their its KURT with kristine or nathan the real name/owner of that of photo is Gerico Calam sister of Gerico --- Toti calam http://profiles.friendster.com/3576540 brother of Gerico --- Joel Calam http://profiles.friendster.com/3478540 cousin of Gerico --- karen mae http://www.friendster.com/photos/11941946/1/755151090 see that captions is that nathan but gerico http://profiles.friendster.com/11941946 is your choice to be fool even own cousins of Gerico are being fool by this lesbian b`coz they thought its Gerico`s Profile. some profile of gerico has been hack some profile of Gerico`s relatives has been copied by this poser inorder people will believe on her that she`s (nathan)not a poser or make a search with yourself inorder to believe or ask any X gf of this poser Gerico real YM id is ---> kirksydney@yahoo.com Godbless... walang manloloko kng walang magpapaloko Last Puff... did you already saw him on CAM? did he call you everyday on the phone or do you have any voice chats on YM think of it
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I've got this comment on my xanga...which I've already deleted cuz obviously its a crap...unfortunately she/he didn't convince me in any way, too bad for you hun =) ..so if ever you'll bump into this "copy, paste" thing..which i suppose loads of people already received one. Just ask Nathan yourself. Gossips will always be gossips. Too bad I hate it and I don't buy it =)

Suddenly I missed San Mig Light...

2008-06-03T11:19:00.010+01:00

Ilang pikit na lang babalik na ko :) Makikita ko nanaman yung mga taong kulit ng buhay ko...Umpisa nanaman ang walang humpay na inuman at walang hanggang kwentuhan.
May nagsabi sakin miss na raw nya ang crying evita session ko, haha! natawa tuloy ako. At isa yun sa mga namiss ko tsaka yung gumulong papuntang bathroom at paliguan ng biglaan!

Nalala ko tuloy yung isang drinking marathon namen. Tirik na ang araw, mga mulat pa kami. Tapos mag breakfast lang then back to marathon again. Masaya ako nun..masaya kami...Para kaming mga walang problema. Ngayon iba na...hindi na kumpleto..may mga umalis,,may nadagdag,, may k-j may o.a...

Madami akong kelangan balikan..tapusin at simulan...

Okay lang..basta andyan sila...kumpleto na :)

Kampay!

Something quick and random

2008-06-03T00:33:00.016+01:00

I am clueless.
I am puzzled, wondering about a sudden twist.
I am happy but empty.
I am forgetful, afraid and stupid.
I am trying to be as insensitive as I could.
I am going back to my classified life again.
I am thankful, pleased and honored.

I am being loved, cursed and cared.
I am not perfect but normal.
I am not your mess.
I am just what i am.

I loved once, twice or even for the nth time.
I hate drama but love passion.
I am crazy.
I love.
I hate.
I cry.
I am her and her is me...

Just me.

It ain't over till it's over...

2008-05-28T11:38:00.002+01:00

Here we are, still together
We are one...
So much time, wasted,
Playing games with love

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over
So many years we've tried
To keep our love alive
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

How many times
Did we give up
But we always worked things out
And all my doubts and fears
Kept me wondering, yeahhh
If I'd always, always be in love

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
to kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over

So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby it ain't over 'til it's over

Para sayo...

2008-05-26T02:43:00.003+01:00

I have this friend..sabi nya puro daw english yung entry ko sa isang blog ko..eh kasi naman halos lahat ng visitors eh international tsaka mas naeexpress ko pag english..hehe..sabi ko rin na gagawin ko tong blog na to na may tagalog kaya ito na...

Sana masaya na sya ^^,

Just a little bit...

2008-05-25T07:37:00.003+01:00

I want you to see me transparently...just a little bit... Include me in your drastically changing world...just a little bit Make me feel that I'm yours and you are mine...just a little bit Touch me, hug me, kiss me and stare at me..just a little bit I want your time and attention...just a little bit Tell the world how you feel about me...just a little bit Share me your deepest darkest secret...just a little bit Spend time with me and don't think of anyone else but ME...just a little bit Make me feel how precious I am to you..just a little bit I'm afraid that at the end of the day...I'll just be your little bit, nothing more nothing less...

but just a little bit...