Sad to say but this will be my last entry here...I decided to go on and start anew...I wont be deleting this though but i wont be posting anything here anymore...
Here's my new home for those who give a shit: http://gelibeans.wordpress.com/
until then!
additiveinsanity.com is signing off.
- MONEY: This is the most common thing people adore. Well for practicality sake it is really important for all of us human beings. It's the primary necessity of mankind. The number one mentor. Money has all the power to manipulate everything. It's even more valuable than our so called "President". Money..money..money...Come to think of it. without this, we'll be like invalids. Then I realized, that for us to live we need money and even when we're already dead, we still need it. How ironic isn't it?
- POWER/FAME: For me this is the second killing machine. Like money, it conquers all. Most people overuse this to the extent that the essence of this word doesn't exist anymore. Most are blinded by this and only a few knows how to use this wisely and "professionally".
- PRIDE: A shadow of parasite. An epidemic that people couldn't resist. I was once a victim of this. As an experience, this was no good. Yes you need this sometimes but once you tasted it, you cant help but to ask for more. Some people could handle this well and some goes under with it.
Those 3 major things that most of us are worshiping. Yes it's a great feeling to have them all. I'ts just a manner of how you handle it. How you maitain its balance and how you keep your feet on the ground.
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Ehem (01/08/2008 16:35:41): yes...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:35:46): you attract them
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:35:54): is that so?
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:36:25): or probs...they could just break or make you
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:36:38): hindi...
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:36:45): its just either
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:36:52): lets just say...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:36:56): that...
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:37:43): what?
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:37:49): ...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:03): you attract the person that you wan't in your life
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:12): yan yung binabanggit ko sayo na book ng the secret
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:30): lahat ng bagay, tao, pangyayari na nangyayari sayo ngayon..
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:38:33): ay naatract mo
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:38:53): but how would you know that the people youre attracting is the the ONE that you really like?
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:39:17): that depends on your perception...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:39:21): you see...
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:39:26): im not infavor of that..
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:39:42): been there experienced that
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:39:46): hindi ako naniniwala sa destiny
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:39:56): i was...but not anymore
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:11): naniniwala ako na ang lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon ay ako ang gumagawa...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:21): lahat ng meron ako ay dahil sa positive thinking
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:30): to cut the story short
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:39): positive attracts positive
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:40:49): negative attracts negative
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:13): halimbawa...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:18): kung gs2 mo ng lovelife...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:32): wag mo iisipin na SANA makita ko na siya
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:46): kasi yung SANA is a wishful thought
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:51): it is a delay
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:41:54): so dapat
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:07): isipin mo na NAKITA mo na siya...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:13): at yun ang maaatract mo...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:19): medyo magulo...
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:42:20): damn
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:25): mahirap explain
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:38): may mga post ako sa blog ko ng tungkol sa the secret
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:49): yung mga kwento ko kung pano nag work sa buhay ko yun
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:42:53): at paano ko naaply
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:43:31): gs2 mo mabasa?
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:43:43): lam mo nung una hindi rin ako naniniwala
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:43:47): wag ngaun doble na paningin ko
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:44:07): wanna know whats amazing about our first convo?
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:09): hindi ako paniwalain sa ganun...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:16): pero I've tried it and it works...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:18): positive dapat palagi...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:30): at pag may happy feeling ka...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:37): dapat I maintain mo...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:44:46): wag mong hayaan na masira ng maliit na bagay ang araw mo
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:45:38): then probably youre the positive one
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:02): hindi naman...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:16): ang hirap I maintain ng positive feeling sa totoo lang...
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:26): remember that day
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:35): can you still remember it?
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:39): ilang taon ang ginugol ko para maging kung ano ako...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:45): which day?
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:50): dami naman
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:51): confe
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:56): yup
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:46:57): y?
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:46:58): first
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:47:10): then that same day someone confessed
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:47:32): yup
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:47:35): then you told me "di ko naman pwedeng sabihin at least you got me"
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:47:51): it really made me feel better
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:03): love kita eh
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:48:04): i dunno y
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:08): malakas ka sakin
GeLi (01/08/2008 16:48:12): but i did
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:47): you got me...
Ehem (01/08/2008 16:48:48): masaya ako nakilala kita
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The!
We' ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it's only now that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he came over with me. He said, "I hope you don't mine. Can I get your number?" Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn't give it back? He explained naman na it's so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, connect me if i'm wrong but are you asking me ouch? Nabigla siya. Sagot niya, "The!" Aba ! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal niya! I cried buckles of tears.
Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we'll go ouch na rin. Now, we're so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we swallowed our fried. Kasi, I'm 33 na and I'm running our time. After 2 weeks, he plopped the question. "Will you marriage me?" I'm in a state of shocked. Kasi mantakin mo, when it rains, it's four! This is true good to be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor.
Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces. Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng humirit ng, "Well, well, well. Look do we have here." What the fuss! The nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever is that, cut me some slacks! I didn't want this to get our hand kaya I had to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. Ats if! I don't want to portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the marines! I told her, "please, mine you own business!" Who would believe her anyway? Dahil it's not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin siya ng panggugulo.
Everything is coming up daisies. I'm so happy. Even my boyfriend said liketwice. He's so supportive. Sabi niya, "Look at is this way. She's our of our lives." Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.
0.0 beat that senglot! beat that!!!
If all signs could gather like this...maybe I'd be awaken.The rapid change of this democratic and insensitive world didn't even try to make an impulse to my sanity. The timer stops and resets but no one's claiming it's existence as if it's just a mythical part of living. Then the wonder began...
How could someone just decide for themselves without thinking other peoples affection? How could someone let other people get away with their faults? How could someone hurt a precious heart? I did. And never will again.
Last night I dreamed about something that I never imagined I would still be dreaming of. A teddy which seems to be a present for our anniversary. A hug that felt so eternal. A kiss that felt so real. Then I realized, next month is our month. Is this a sign of guilt? Or just a typical flashback? Im confused. I think the reason why I am like this is because I haven't let go of the past. The promise that I broke, the future that we're suppose to sort. I'm sorry. I am the one to blame. I may not see you now but I will try to find you and make it up to you. At some point I'm hoping that you're alright. Might be happy with what you have now or even happy with someone else. I hope you do...I'm wishing you really do..
See you "P"
soon...
Her
- GeLi
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